gosh. today is 1st of march. hm...kinda....ya.. kinda.....

okay. i dont even know what i wan to type. lol!!

weather is rather hpt recently. im getting fever and headace so kau lat.

and towards the ppl that i din reply or anything, im sorry. im not doing dat on purpose. im really busy-ing when u call or msg. so sorry for the ignorance=]

ya. of course il get moody and sad and emo this few day.
no worries. i will stand up.
AGAIN. lol... sounds like ghost...

going to be another burden for my parents and waste money again. sigh!

and currently, eventhough ive accepted the fact, i still cannot decide what the courses that really suits me and i really wanted.

its all bout money.
when u dont pay, ul study what is given.
when u pay, ul study what u believe u interested in it and which lead u to a bright future.
so, ul make every sen worth of what u've invest.


unless, ur piku prints money. and simply u just wanted to spend some time there finding entertainment , then thr's ntg much to say la.... hm.


actually. i hate this que. ive been thinking since form 5.

WHAT M I SUPPOSE TO STUDY.
totally NO IDEA of what m i going to study. sigh...

sombody... enlighted me plz.....

blank.

my mind is full of things. but at the same time, my mind got nothing.
i think i can be tears donator.
its a non stop dripping on 25 feb.
mainly because of result. and.... someextra thing which really makes me feel frus.


i become very emo and moody. i hate asing my self what i wan and what i wan to study.

i wan to graduate!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im desperate! ya i desperate for local university

chasing lion? or lion chased???

now is 12.10pm.

845 am which is this morning ... breakfast at restsurant taman rashna.

eh???? saw lion dance apparatus. but haven perform.

so me and uncle was talking bout it. nowadays less lion dance already....

then i was thinking, if theres a lion chasing human. but it do stop bothering me... i mean that ques cause my big aunt INDIRECTLY say i "be seng mok" cause i din pour tea for her. and my sis which sit right to me, she does pour the tea for her.

damm her. irritated me. spoil my damm good mood. next time i sure pour the tea ON you but not TO you.wakakakakakakkak!!!!!



okaY... i souund bad i know.. but who cares...


so. the lion dance started...

after 10 min... the lion reach my table... uncle choose to take pic with the lion.... then give ang pau....

out of sudden. my sis suggest to ask my parents to take picture with the lion too..


dah lah im the youngest, so its very obvious that its my job to BRING BACK the lion...


*note*
IM AFRAID OF LION !!!! i do mean lion dance punya lion. but i love the drum thingy and the ping ping piang piang qing qing qiang qiang stuff...


i wanted to ask the lion to turn back. but i ver scared. so when the lion turn around, i tio chi kia. so i RUN... and the best part is, TH LION CHASE ME one round.. a big big roung of the table....

there it goes.. i started screaming and ppl start watching DRAMA...

turn out to make everyone laughed. gosh.

MENSIASUIKAN SAHAJA MAN!!!!


after all... it make me no appetite...sigh...

damm

i hate this year chinese new year. hate ast min cancel. hate last min confirmation. hate to organized anymore.

tot that organized will get to gather everyone. put in so any effort and spend so many time to do all stuff.
nobody will appreciate. NONE! NIL!

IL never gonna organized anymore. in such a busy and hurry days trying to organized thing, NOBODY wan to cooperate and put in effort. fine, its okay.

THANKS AND THIS WOULD BE THE LAS TIME.

TRY TO VOLUNTEER and help since none wanted and dont give two shit face. din give respond , las min cancel. give me face black black to see. then its okay.


wana know how tired of doing all thi thing without hoping any rewards but only hope for confirmation and attandence? try wat ive been doing then.


ya. wana mad at me being so rude then go ahead.
i also dowan give two shit anyore.


these day. fark!!!!!!



and to my dear sis in law, ths is not the first time. PLEASE KINDLY CHARGE MY LAPTOP WHEN YOU HAPILY FINISH USING MY LAPTOP WHICH IVE FULLY CHARGED!!!!!

FISH 1 KG HOW MUCH? PRAWN???

HAHA!!! i just finish post up the other post. so im here to share my feeling. but b4 dat. sorry to sheena dat i cant keep my promise. haha.

so, back early today (cause dowan see my omg boss face)
get into ar, mum tell me dad come back today.
she's bit unhappy cause my mum ask him bring SEPULUH EKOR IKAN, my dad brought back 56 kg of fish and 68 kg of prawn which catch this morning before selling it just now. haha

since its so so so alot, i ask my mum to sell to others. so, she contact few neighbours and reltives.clock strickes 730, i finise my dinner and my daddy reached. mum n i start measuring prawn. and the venue is on top of my dad car. its a frontier. mini lorry like ford car.haha...


i feel so weird cause it would be my first time to sell tose things especially with my family.really weird...


so, i end up to be the one who deliver fish to neighbour, collecting money and taking out seafood from ice box... theres a lobster too!!! REALLY BIG when i say its really big. haha.

the feeling is undescribeable.... i dont know why. but serious fun cause im ordering my dad to do things for me!! wakaka!! asing him to bring me news paper, open the door... pick up phones and etc. haha

it might looks like im cruel, but, good for him cause i help him sell and he help me do those work. muahaha. mummy is so so so busy calculating and measuring.


lol. only one word to describe. MEMORABLE!
haha... even though i smell fishy and "prawn-y"... but i love the joy.

i bet not much ppl do thing dat like what ive done just now. haha. so business end at 1030 where all the fish were sold out and medium prawn left few kg. haha.

the best part which make me angry when i heard my mum forget to keep the big prawn for me -__________-""


haaha! its okay then. il have it next time haha. the big prawn is about as big as my palm excluding the head and as fat as my palm too! haha



its an excitement to enjoy.great to share and post it here.=]


:its weird why there's a creature like dat.even though it looks pity when i hold them, but i think they feel proud cause making human and other living thing happy when having them.
may you all RIP.
thank you=]

and.....

good night1.37am-11/2/2010

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okay. actually i wanted to put up my promition for chinese new year last sat. but i end up sleeping at 2am every night cause of.... actrually i dont know i busy what. haha its actually im helping anyone that wanted their finger to look different and nice during chinese new year. got my 3rd customer ytd... finised design for her dat time was about 1 somthing. so din update blog again.

im calculating very very very SUPERB cheap where fake nail normally is rm88, i only count rm20.00 to rm 25.00 haha... see? its cheap cause im not counting workman ship payment. only count the materials...

so feel free to contact me , hope your finger nail look gorgeous!! ahha


okay.the second thing is... im really fedup with my IDIOTC JOB. it may sounds bad and weird cause previously you all maybe heard i quite enjoying that job.

ya. its only dat time. but definetely not now. holly shit my boss show her WHAT EVA TAIL was dat.

its horrible. terrible and serious vegetable.

diu. pls do not buy things over there. service no good., lan c and sumur tiau ke. plus serious look down on people. worst still, only layan rich customer. diu!!!

freaking bias. like male. dont like female.

kiam siap on salary but earn damm cickening alot!! omg.

really betahan her face. no matter how beautiful you are, you dont have the attitude.

you are not just a horrible woman. but a TOTAL LOUSY BOSS.
you deserve it lady.

thaipusam wasnt a public holiday? bare that in mind dat u're living in malaysia. not australia.

damm. she really pissed me off.

if she wasnt miss lim ex student, for the past 4 day already leave the stupid place.


let you feel the importance of me when i leave thias chinese new year.
U'L REGRET!!!!!!!