After so long , I decided to post . Wasn't something good.
I'm so stressed up !! Tired moody and super f*ck up :( the distance is getting bigger and bigger .the mre it is the more I feel I'm left out .
Im losing myself .I dunno where is my confidence . I dunno where is the original me . I feel so bad all the time . I feel lonely . All the time I'm alone . This is the now me . I'm imperfect . I'm not rich . I'm not as highly educated . I'm not pretty . I'm just a piece of thing . Perhaps , I'm useless . I'm tired of all this . When I'm really down , I can't even find some one to talk to . True friends ? I think I have to use binocular and find . :( depressed .
I need a total new network so badly !!!