blog?part of diary?

shud i jz give up???im sort of little sap pai la... i reli duno wat m i suppose to do...i dun reli get 'hot' respond frm my fren though... like no1's goin... received a text frm chairman.. shud b a 'semangat' to me..but...duno frm whr... a pressure feeling hav take over da feeling of pleasure...scared=[...i jz dump everytin o this blog... as if its my... diary??haha.. perhaps no...o maybe yes???not as creative as others... but... thanx to ivan ong who willingly to teach me... next.. zheng yii...kaka...if not... i duno whr to 'throw' all this stuff to...o maybe...i shud b like... 'ku choi lei'??haha...