cc.

fuck!ergh! what a day..


just finish swimming with those human and now ended at cc.today exam..zzz...
i hope result out would be good.at least band 4 or 5. pls pls pls dun be less than dat.

just received call.. mummy.my mistake cz i din tell her i eat outside today.
there she go... no hello but alot od booms throwing towards me.
ergh!!!!!

sienz. b4 i 4got, cerd:congrats you got new "babies"
shin n jo n cerd :thnx 4 da wishes.. appreciate it. phone no cred currently so din repky... paise. i dont think so il reply these days. cz.. dunno la... aiks


i feel dat the previous post is abit too "eyaks" lol... c how. maybe deleting it. zzz...


i got a news from "sum 1".. his friend told him that da guy i was writting about is another "human".. lol.. so funny. dats human...
MISTAKE AND MISUNDERSTANDING

M&M..

ZZZ... i dont even know what m i writting about.

all for nw. thnx 4 miss lim for that key chain=]

happie?sad?

i was so so so excited because tommorrow.. sat, is PONGGAL FESTIVAL..hehe.. my fren, indians invited for a ponggal festival which will be celebrated tmr at dewan putra 9 am.

but im too very nervous because today got such exam.. econs ppl.. aiks..ive been really really studying.my effort is really there.commitment.everything.wow.

and this morning,chin heng msg me and say...he is going to fetch me cz qi jia not goin to school. i dont know why.

and after recess,chin keong and hamsap kia went disappear.and i got speaking exam.aiks.
i made a harsh decision to ask daddy fetch me...he say ok.. and i knew my decision was RIGHT.

before leaving house,i saw my uncle.lol.he is back from aussie again.hehe

then i reach SV quite early.when every1 was thr, i phone up qi ke jia. he say he will be late.so i inform miss lim. then she say mun jie and qj is already been blacklisted at school.aiks.

after a moment he reach, i turn and say

me : oi budak.teacher say you been blacklisted.
him: o.

and that was his only answer to me.his reaction was...undescibeable.

i dont wat the hell is wrong woth me.my tears went drop without reason.
my mind full of questions and memory.

i dont even know what is miss lim talking about. then i decided to go toilet.

and i told sueh yeen.she was shocked i think.

and i started to be damm moody.

then.. there it goes the exam.im being so nervous.i dont know why. and i FORGET ALL DAMM FORMULAE!!ergh.

im superly frust and pek chek during that time.

again.my tears drop.and i really dont know why.(can any1 explain?)

and my mind is full of HIM.

wen ask y m i crying. lol. miss lim get to know too. paise betul.aiz.

and so. i told wen then wai quan.

then marilyn msg me out of sudden and he ask m i ok... you know.. frenx... sure will force til say rite? n i told him.
thnx ppl or lending ears.

m i too good to you til you avoid me?
or because my attitude problem?
izit because im not as slim as other gurl?
or izit because you thought that i love you?

your ans will only be "o." "hm." "a."
you know how hurt it is when im teling you so many things and your respond was only that word?
sometimes i really feel like telling you, i hope WE ARE FRIENDS.but can it happens?
do you treat me like how your buddy ?
or all these while im only being "one-handed"?
do you care for me?
do you?
as a fren?

i ask you a que.what if i die a day. will you cry?
you know what is your answer?you say DUNNO.
you know how hurt it is?

you know how my heart will feel when you were telling that "thr's ntg much to say between us?"

i miss the moment when you ask "will you be my fren if someday u become thin?"
you know how it feel?
i can really feel the friendship is there.
now???

first person that i spoke to when im at 6b7.
first time of l4f u bring me to.
first time a guy fren bring me fro and back from school.
first time bringing a guy to c doctor and act like a mother.
first time treat a guy as a really best fren.
and THAT'S YOU.


but what i get at last?
a no answers questions??

i really wanted to make you talk much. but the extend that you can say is only 5 words.
which is just now.

"are you following my car?"

ever since i decided to put this incident on blog. im ready to face anything which was you were feel AWKWARD AND NOT TO SPOKE TO ME.
ANYMORE.

also. i realise my bestie found her coll life is good now.she meet her bestie. and ive lost her.

my tears arent dropping.
but im crying really loud now.

tears.
frenship-lost.

friday night???

suppose to upload photo that day.. too bad.. was really very busy these days.. and im really tired.exams exams exams.. stress.stress.stress.

and i nearly forgot about BLOGGING...lol.

past few days.. tuesday i think... ive got a "fight" with elaine teh...

bah.. nonid to say also know why la rite?? THE SAME OLD HER!!
WITHOUT BRAIN.. she can speak. i wonder how.. hm..

so.. i was telling her...

me: elaine a.. i wan go dana class liau.
her: owh.. ok..

(i turn and walk away.about three steps then i turn around and say again)

me: elaine a. if you dawan to jaga my maruah,IM OK,,, but pls JAGA YOUR OWN MARUAH OK?pls think BEFORE YOU SPEAK.

her: (she kisiau and scream)wat ?>>>bla bla bla...
(she threw the book ~ping pong piang~)

i din answer and straight walk away.. plus i din hear what she is really saying cause you know la.. my class is always very very noisy..

after 15 min...


i wanted to go office to take notes.. guess wat?

i saw the fucking elaine teh talking to n dana and crying...

omg...

see la.. how childish she is..

then she went to tell pn patmA(our caunsellor) the same story..

and then... she "reported" to miss lim...

(i know you all must be wondering why she dont feel thirsty rite??
let me tell you then...

she brought 1 litre of water ma..heiyo)

and so i get a msg for miss lim...

she say... she thinks dat i SHOULD APOLOGIZE TO HER.

after i read that msg.. im so.. FIRE!!
sumur she claim to miss lim that because what ive said, she WANTS TO CHANGE SCHOOL AND STOP PN DANA TUITION.

and miss lim say that.. SHE IS VERY VERY VERY SAD...

ppl.. do you think miss lim should have believe her???

tell you what,

from last year she already say she wants to stop school.. lolz rite??

haiz.. pity her.. crap ppl talk crap things..


i went to see miss lim the next day.. i wish i could keep quiet.. and i really do cause i very lazy want to defence for myself.. so i kept quiet all long and just listen to wat miss lim had herad from the stupid-brainless-crapping gal...

guess what?before she find pn dana,she told one form 5 guys about the quarrel stuff.haiz... c...i told you rite?? THE USAGE OF 1 LITRE WATER.

i really using "TALKING" way to espress to her.. but she yell...
6a7 -my classmate can be sure bout it..

too bad.. elaine teh told pur dear miss lim that..

I SHOUT AND YELL AT HER..
BUT
SHE SPEAKS NICELY TO ME..

people...this this elaine...ya..ELAINE TEH YEE LING.

HAIZ..pity her people... pity her because she dont have a brain..

pls pray for her... no need donation..

because at the end of the day,
miss lim will give her back her tuition fees as a thanks to her...

hm...

ending with anger.